"I write so that my handful of pebbles, cast into still waters, will create a ripple."

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Letter from a Fan

This morning I received a note from a woman I’ve never met. We connected on a LinkedIn discussion and she asked about my memoir. Short version, I shipped her a couple copies and she and her sister read them at the same time. 

Here’s what she wrote:

Hi Anne. Although I wrote a discussion feed (9-10 days ago) about your book, it hit me today that I wanted to write directly to you…. For me, reading your essays zinged my spirit. I laughed out loud and even had a few tearful moments. I had become more at rest within my own skin yet, after reading those essays, there was a settling-in related to body comfortability. Truly, I do not think there are any pockets of body hatred left (in me)!
Her letter resonated on every level. Sure, it’s a fan letter from a complete stranger.Woo-hoo, Hurray for me!! But it’s so much more, a thread on the warp of the universal blanket we’re all creating together. Her act of kindness in reaching out to me on a drizzly winter morning gave me encouragement. I write in part to create community for those wounded by body image, estrangement or lack of direction. D--’s words reminded me that my words matter. I like to think it's a pay-it-forward thing for all the reviews I've written for other authors.

She went on:
As for my sister, C--, she wanted me to tell you that ORDINARY APHRODITE "made me come alive!. C-- sees the good all around her and enjoys interacting with others. Life has not been easy for her. She had experienced soulful healing of most old wounds and makes no bones about her spiritual strength. Specifically, C-- wanted me to tell you, "Your essays cleansed my soul, made me feel better about myself than ever before. Thank You!"
Whoa. And SHE thinks I’m the writer? Communication comes in many forms. Performance art, Visual art, written art, intuitive, auditory, physical touch; if it touches the heart, it’s communication.

There’s a saying that bounces around from writer’s workshop to writer’s workshop—Nonfiction is about facts, but Fiction is about truth. For me, Memoir is a bit of each--and more. It combines fact in a subjective way that reveals the truth of the writer’s heart, soul and humanity. A memorist connects with the universal “us” or there’s no point in publishing. Without this connection the writing is a private path for healing. (A great reason for writing memoir, by the way.)

I feel like making everyone feel connected is payback for junior high. I make a point to notice young teens, to remind them that they’re special and wonderful. Someone needs to, and I personally think it’s the job of us Village Crones, the old ladies-around-the-campfire telling the stories and passing on the tribal lore.

I have this theory about my writing—I show what it feels like to be unblocked.

Lots of people are blocked. (It may be a Western Hemisphere and Brunai thing.) They feel like they need MORE. More money, more shoes, more sex, more booze, or whatever it is that makes them happy. Just fill them up until they say “When!” But they’re blocked so nothing ever feels like enough. I’ve made it my journey to become unblocked. Compared to a few years ago, I can take an amazingly little amount of—whatever—food, money, talent, (shoes) or opportunity and it feels like enough. Whatever I have passes through my writing fingers and comes out big enough to share.

This is the secret to success. Unblock the creative flow. Loosen the heart strings. Add a thread to the universal blanket. Proverbs says it best: Give away all the talents and more will come. God loves a cheerful giver.

I hate to admit it, but ORDINARY APHRODITE doesn’t contain the keys to the kingdom. It’s just a humorous, relaxing way to voyeur (can that be a verb?) into my life and see if anything works for you. Hey, I have plenty—help yourself. And if you find anything, I’d love it if you drop me a line. 

So what about you? Have you ever written a fan letter? Received one? Wanna share how it made you feel?   


  1. Your blog makes me want to read your memoir. Writng humor with truth is an art. My first fan letter calling me "brilliant" did not sit well with my childhood trauma of being called much less than even human, but I am trying to connect the dots from one extreme to the other.

  2. Thanks, "Anon". Connecting the dots is what life is about and you're succeeding. Clasp the "brilliant" comment to your breast and plug your ears to the childhood creep. What does he/she know about you, really?

  3. When I retired from my social work career, I reveived an incredible fan letter from someon in another agency tham I had worked very closely with to protect drug-affected babies and support their mothers. It was colorful as she changed font and color; it was astonishing for its kindness, loving energy and deep appreciation. It is something to hang on the wall except for the self-serving it would promote. Thank you, Sue. And thank you, Anne, for opening this topic.

  4. Sorry I didn't edit..end of a long morning??

  5. How often do we pass up an opportunity to thank someone for their labor? I'm glad your co-worker followed through.

  6. Ah, Anne. "D" here. Today is the day in which I was ready to begin my big adventure into blogging. Which blog better to check out than the author of ORDINARY APHRODITE? I was very taken by your words relating to "being blocked." One of my spiritual sources speaks to developing the willingness to discern our blocks to the awareness of love's presence, in any situation. This has become my practice. Not to remove the blocks but to become willing for a power greater than myself to reveal that they are unnecessary. ORDINARY APHRODITE's essays were a greater gift in serving to further loosen my hold on keeping hidden the blocks that my spirit was ready to reveal to me.
    Thanks again, Anne. I think I'm getting taller!

  7. Anne,
    The best way to unblock is to be who I am. Living on an island in Belize was the best way to feel "unblocked" because there wasn't much around us except natural beauty of the ocean, sky, birds, etc.

  8. I could unblock in Belize. I spent a week in Zihuatanejo once. Talk about Paradise! Thanks for dropping by. I love your gutsy women blog.

  9. The best fan letters for me have been those that told me I made a fan feel better, less lonesome, more content. My Montana series brought about such letters, the best from a woman who had to move away from her beloved state of Montana. She told me she felt as if she'd gone home while reading the trilogy. Since I'm not actually from Montana, that made me feel good on several levels, too. Isn't it true that when we make someone else feel good, we automatically feel good too?

  10. Yesterday I showcased my books at a local store, Poppyseeds in Stanwood. A woman approached my table and said she'd been the recipient of my book Tenderfoot as a door prize at another event last Christmas season, loved it, and now wanted to buy my other two books! You never know what will result when you donate. Thanks for the nice blog, Anne.

  11. Velda and Mary- Fans of western historical and nonfiction are so sweet. I love sitting at a table, connecting with people who tell me their own experience. And you're right, Velda, I feel the happiest when my actions have impacted someone else (for the better i might add.)

  12. Fabulous! It's so nice to have your work validated.

  13. Heidiwriter has left a new comment on your post "Letter from a Fan":

    Fabulous! It's so nice to have your work validated.